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AMDG for our daily life

Ad majorem Dei gloriam. For the greater glory of God. Many Christians have already written AMDG on top of their thesis, book, diary, or maybe even on the first board of a home to build - or a Church. AMDG it is the older (and presumably more thoughtful) version of WWID - or the answer to WWID if you like. AMDG is not just a motto (of the Society of Jesus - the 'Jesuits'), but a phrase coined by the founder of this society, Ignatius of Loyola (1491-1556), a man described by Pope Benedict XVI as someone who gave God the first place in his life, a man of profound prayer too. Besides that, there is another thing that reminds me of Rebecca St James: Ignatius wrote his Spiritual Exercises, basically a simple and straightforward approach to practical meditation and prayer, designed to be carried out over a period of one month (28 to 30 days).

Rebecca and her 40 days with God book(s) have nothing to do with the Jesuits as an organization, but of course we know her as a Jesus-follower. Her 40 days books are not meant to be read under strict conditions of meditation, but they have some kind of meditative character too. They are more direct, more meant as 'meditation by example' (which fits with our time) - they are written from an evangelical tradition, not a Roman Catholic one. However, mind you: Protestants have been interested in Ignatius' Spiritual Exercises too, and in 2006, an adapted version of these meditations appeared, for usage by Protestants. Contemplative prayer has had a growing interest during the last decade - maybe particularly since nine eleven.

For the greater glory of God. It strongly reminds of Rebecca's song For The Love Of God (Written By Rebecca St. James and Matt Bronleewe, 2000 - Transform album):

[Chorus]
For the love of God
Let this be my motivation
For the love of God
In this love I'm recreated
For the love of God
It's the reason for giving love away
For the love of God

God has such a huge place in many other songs: the Song (and Album) simply titled God, the album Worship God. Songs like God Of Wonders, Lamb Of God, Yes I Believe In God are about assurance; a song like God Help Me is more about reassurance.

There is a whole landscape of feelings about God in these songs, be it in words written by Rebecca herself, or in songs written by others, she selected for her albums. Just a selection, based on finding the word God in these songs:

Joy in God, praise: "We behold the Lamb of God ... The risen Lamb, the Son of God" (And We Behold Him); "For He is risen, Seated upon the throne, He is the Lamb of God ... He is the precious Lamb of God" (Blessing, Honour); "My God is there - His light is there to follow - Back to the quiet waters - I know he cares" (Way Up Here); "It's God, truly God - Can you see can you hear can you touch can you feel" (God); "Beautiful Savior my God, my friend" (A Cradle Prayer); "God I lift You high - You are my Abba" (Abba Father); "The extravagant love of God ... God loved us, And through His grace He gave us shining hope" (Omega); "The Son of God and Light of the world" (Expressions Of Your Love); "such grace could only come from God" (Go And Sin No More); "May the words of my mouth Please you dear God" (Mirror); "God of wonders beyond our galaxy" (God Of Wonders); "God will carry us" (I'll Carry You); "Lamb of God, Holy You are" (Lamb Of God); "Sing all ye citizens of heav'n above - Glory to God" (O Come All Ye Faithful); "The heavens declare You are God - And the mountains rejoice" (Song Of Love).

Longing for God: "And I'm longing for that place way up high - Where God's air is sweet and I touch the sky" (Way Up Here); "God, You alone can forgive me - erase my fear and my doubt ... God let me not be distracted Lord help me focus on you" (Go And Sin No More); "My heart and flesh cry out For You, the living God" (Better Is One Day); "Here I am to say that You're my God" (Here I Am To Worship); "They can point their fingers, Push me nearer to the flame; God, You can save me from the fire" (Carry Me High); "Restore me and draw me to you, God ... You're near me - You love me - You hold me - You reach me - You still me - You move me - You draw me to you, God - You are God!" (Peace); "Son of God we pray we may reach thee - May we live in peace we beseech thee" (Jesu' Joy Of Man's Desiring); "Merciful God - We confess that we have not loved You with our whole heart ... And we cry out for you God" (Merciful); "God, I'm so in need of grace ... God we praise You for Your grace - Before You we are raised - Forgiven" (Forgive Me).

Responsibility, encouragement: "There are millions in this world today - Searching for something that can take away the pain - Why don't we show them a little of God's love?" (Little Bit Of Love); "The power of God is a mighty force, That breaks the strength of the enemy ... God didn't give me a spirit of fear ... I'll stand to fight, With all God's might, Now turning darkness into light" (The Rock Medley); "God asks the question, 'Whom shall I send?' - Now what will we answer? ... Lord I give myself to you, my God I trust you ... teach me my God" (Here I Am); "Fear God and do exactly what He says
That's what matters" (That's What Matters; from the Bible book of Ecclesiastes), and "Life holds new meaning - When God becomes the center of it all" (same song); "That You the God of creation say - I've got this power in me" (In Me); "This is our time to believe - To know in our God we are free" (Stand); "Mean it death or mean it life - Oh, I believe in God - For I have found the way" (Yes, I Believe In God); "God, I hear You calling out to me" (Beautiful Stranger).

Insightful contemplation about God: "I feel the touch of God's loving hand
Restoring me in ways I can't understand" (Way Up Here); "We're never gonna see God if we keep looking for vogue" (We Don't Need It); "He was God but one of us" (A Cold Heart Turns); "You are the true God the one living Lord" (Speak To Me); "You are God in Heaven And here I am on earth - So I'll let my words be few" (Let My Words Be Few); "Be still and know you are God ... " (Peace); "Oh Lord my God, You walk beside me - Through the laughter, through the tears, Oh Lord my God, You hold and You hide me" (My Hope); "God help me see what You see - The diamond in the stone" (Beautiful Stranger); "God, it hurts to give You what I must lay down - But when I let go, freedom's found - God, it hurts to give You what I've held so dear - Because of Your love it's clear - I can trust You with this" (I Can Trust You); "For you are a friend who loves at all times - I thank God for you" (singing about a close friend, on I Need You - maybe the only song where Rebecca so directly hints at human relationships being so very important too, next to a close relationship with God); "Everybody asks, 'Is God good?' I believe, He is - In fact I know, He is" (You Are Loved).

What a stockpile of excitement and incitement we have here! And all of this wrapped in songs which themselves have clearly been created as pieces of art Ad majorem Dei gloriam.

Let us get crazy about all these things. Crazy about God. What a source of power and love He is. Even when I don't feel it, I can 'objectify' sorrows or fear to a certain extent, in order to see them in perspective, in a context where God has a place too. Contemplation and prayer helps in this process. Rebecca's albums are in themselves Spiritual Exercises. Add so many other artists to it - there is a lot of good music out there. Maybe we don't use the full potential of it. Maybe we could treat every good Christian album as a 40 days with God exercise?

Rebecca's Animal Farm

Rebecca and her animal farm. It does not always have to be dead serious.

Rebecca is fond of people. But did you know she's also fond of animals? It has long been known by fans of RSJ.

Rebecca with one of her dogs At a certain point in time (I'm not sure when that was exactly) Rebecca must have had some 32 chickens, a dog called Misty, a rabbit called Nibbles, and a marmot called Ferry. From another source of information (maybe not the same time) yet another dog was added to the list (name unknown), and also 2 cats, a goat, a rodent called Jerry, and a parakeet.

By the way we also know Rebecca as someone who loves horseback riding. Her book 40 Days With God has a nice photo of her at age 6, riding on a beautiful small white horse. I think the Smallbones have a horse, or had one, maybe in Australia.

When we dig a little deeper, we find, for instance, an interviewer from Christian Music Lighthouse asking Rebecca the incredibly smart question "what tree she would be" (tree? Yes, tree) if she could choose between any kind of tree. Rebecca answered on that one that it then would have to be a Gum tree, because "Koalas love them". No doubt, given the occasion, a Koala or two would be given a home at Rebecca's as well.

Many fans have wished ever since to be a dog, rabbit, chicken, horse or Koala, if that would allow us to be introduced into the everyday life of Rebecca.

More recently, on Monday, May 12, 2008, we have also been updated by Rebecca herself in a blog post on MySpace titled Check Your Mooing. We how much Rebecca lives MOOING ... with cows. Yes: cows would find a home with her too. It is never too late to get surprised. Quote:

"Often I pedal by one particular field filled with cows - it's totally lovely in Tennessee this time of year - everything is so green and beautiful in their little landscape of pasture. I have developed a little tradition with this particular friendly band of cows of 'mooing' at them as I pedal by. I crack myself up every time I do this and they just calmly stare back at me - I'm sure they are silently thinking that I have totally lost my mind! When I hit this spot on my ride, I kind of check that no one is around when I'm pedaling by - so no one can hear me as I'm 'mooing. On my last trip by I topped the brow of the hill to find three people in the midst of the field staring back at me - smiling - and apparently entertained by the strange sounds they'd just heard!"

Now let us first put a few things straight here. We have been given some remarkable psychological insights on the RSJ personality. Did you notice she said: "band of cows"? Not that we ought to be extremely surprised that it comes down to a musical experience again, but ... well, it could have been more like just cows and less music. But no, there's always music in the air. I think it is safe to assume that all the involved animals strike a chord with Rebecca.

On the other hand there's also some interesting cow psychology here. What these creatures were doing, was: "just calmly stare back at" Rebecca. While any other reasonable animal, and any reasonable human being as well, would rather fly off the handle when given the occasion to meet Rebecca on bike mooing, these creatures remain modest. No dancing like David around the tabernacle, no going crazy, no "Hey Rebecca, mooing for joy like usual? Godspeed!" - nothing of the kind. They might indeed be sitting there "silently thinking" that Rebecca has totally lost her mind. Although, of course, they could also have been thinking, like Emmett in Hyacinth Bucket: "She'll sing at me!". But, unlike Emmett, that would not be a cry of fear, but of pure joy.

And there's also the three people psychology here - those who were watching from the midst of the field. They too don't exactly act as any normal observer would do: no dancing like David around the tabernacle, no going crazy etc. On the other hand: at least they're not just staring back. (If they would, they should have been sent to jail immediately if you ask me). From my point of view, these people are lucky dogs. Some people really have all the luck. Being three people in a field close to Rebecca topping the brow of a hill mooing sounds to me like the definition of "all the luck", won't you think?

But I'm getting my wires crossed - our subject was Rebecca's animals. If cows would be added to the list too, we are slowly but steadily approaching the idea of what would looks like a real zoo, or at least an animal farm. And why not? It might be a good idea for us, fans of Rebecca, to put our money together and buy her a zoo. Of course, on the condition that she promises to make one more CD for every animal added to the zoo.

But who would take care of the zoo? There is a lot of hard work in a zoo I guess.

But wait a minute - there are more people around who are fond of animals. They could assist. Some of them are to be found amidst the circle of close friends of Rebecca. I'm thinking of Vicky Beeching for instance.

Vicky is a singer too as you know (I don't know about mooing), and she has something with animals too.

Vicky_and_her_dog01 Take this picture. Vicky posted it on her old weblog a while ago (it has now gone I think - but I still had a copy of this important piece of evidence). Vicky had posted a comment on it, and some nice thought about some things we could learn from it - I'll ignore that now, because it was not really the spiritual lesson that was catching my attention (although it should probably have been done). But the thought that I found quite revealing - again in terms of psychology - was about how she was trying to get away with what she was doing here.

The story went as follows:

"Today I was looking round a second-hand store in a very small town in Texas... and found they were selling rather ferocious looking stuffed animals! I felt like I had to try and look as ferocious and fierce as the stuffed dog... so this is my best 'mean, brave and not scared of anything face'!!".

Now wait a minute. To me it looks like Vicky was rather tactically avoiding the obvious point here. Look at the picture again. It does not conceal it, the writing is on the wall - literally. You can always click on the image for a slightly version if you cannot read it clearly, but what I am clearly reading is this:

"Please do not touch mounts!"

Mounts, that's frames, skeletons, structures, stuffed specimen. Now look again, what does Vicky hold so firmly in her hands? Does it look like a stuffed specimen or does it? You know, I think we are seeing the real Vicky here. She's really a bit of a naughty girl. This must be the deeper message she (unconsciously?) wanted to communicate here. She's kind of saying: "Don't look at the walls - look at me", but then - no, I would rather think she's saying something like this: "If you always only do what people want you to do, if you never head for something special, or risky, you end up with nothing in your hands". And there's more to it: isn't she clearly mooing here - or something of that kind? Vicky and Rebecca, they are hand in glove: one moos the brow of[f] the hills, Vicky moos (or growls?) the mount of[f] the table. Whatever we make of it, the obvious thing is that both are fond of animals and mooing. And almost all species seem to fit for their list.

Although, I must say, I don't think Bec is really as naughty as Vic here - unless someone comes up with irrefutable proof of Rebecca grinding her teeth while holding up stuffed specimen in a shop with clear writing on the wall forbidding exactly that.

Anyway. I guess we can conclude for now that all evidence altogether contributes to what we can now take for absolutely certain: Rebecca's pets wishlist is completely open-ended. And while Rebecca really is an extremely friendly person, also or even more towards human beings, there is always hope for every human being to somehow join the wishlist too. And if you succeed, you can already enjoy in the expectation of - as we have seen - being mooed at just as well, like these 3 lucky dogs in the field. And those 3 men, let me repeat that one very clearly, they keep occupying my mind. Really, why do some people have all the luck?

Footnote

Oh and just one more thing. Did you hear about the strange case of Rebecca appearing on stage with a dog? I found following 3 pieces that seem to support the rumours:

Rebecca and her unknown dog

It could be an Australian Cattle Dog or an Australian Terrier or so. They both match well with the stage dogAustralian Terrier and CattleDog except for their legs, which look thin on the former photos - but illumination experts would probably confirm this to be a side effect of the strong lights.

Anyway, for those who have the occasion to visit RSJ concerts: please try to make some more photos of both sweeties (the doggie, and Rebecca too of course). Send them to me please, so I can add it here as additional evidence.

Your First Year of College: Wait For Me

In a book I found at Barnes & Noble, 10 Things You Gotta Know About Your First Year of College (SparkCollege), I found a nice section about "Sex and Dating". Of course, this reminded me of the firm position Rebecca St James has always been taking on the very subject, so let me try to compare some things here.

This is not a Christian textbook. Nevertheless, it does not excel in the typical unconcerned approach when it comes to dating. In an introduction on this subject, the authors allege that:

Dating in college can be a lot of fun, especially for first years who are constantly meeting new people (which can equal many opportunities to hook up!). But don’t forget that relationships are complicated. First-year students often become serial daters, skipping from partner to partner as a way of testing the dating waters.

That's not a bad start. The book is written for students, and SparkCollege is an Internet service project meant to support students at any college, as I understand it. The content of their site is written by top students. Their About page promotes the "understanding of great works of literature (...). We have always aimed to support and improve education, not undermine it".

Students may often tend to consider things in a typical intellectualist way (that is: rather 'modern' than 'postmodern'). Students are still often favorably impressed by this rationalism old style. However, in a project like this, they are not writing a thesis, hey are not focused on proving their intellectual excellence, not caught that much in the intellectual cocoon of their own special field of study. They write from a more educational viewpoint, and the practical considerations of everyday life have often a positive impact. "Don't forget that relationships are complicated" is an indication of exactly that. Life requires responsibilities to be taken seriously.

I cannot find anything here that takes this responsibility to the point where Rebecca St James took it, but that is no surprise in such environments like college, where freedom and independence of thought is considered such an important attainment, but usually disconnected from what Jewish and Christian thought has contributed to a good understanding of what real freedom means. In her book Wait for Me: Rediscovering the Joy of Purity in Romance, Rebecca clearly goes for a higher perspective - as does Joshua Harris in his books I Kissed Dating Goodbye and Sex Is Not the Problem (Lust Is). Such viewpoints will usually be rejected at any 'secular' college. But good advice is always much better than no advice at all.

The SparkCollege book as well as on the sparkcollege.com site also present a list of recommendations for students, all of which is commonsense as far as I see it, although clearly not going for the highest standards. Here is the advice for the first year of college:

  • If you’re going to date someone in your dorm, do so with extreme caution and take things slowly. Gossip spreads fast in a dorm.
  • Dating someone you meet in a class is okay as long as you start the relationship after midterms. If it turns ugly fast, you’ve only got a few weeks of seeing the person before class is over. If it’s great, then you won’t be distracted in class by your sweetheart for long.
  • Don’t rush things. Go out on a few dates before you commit to anyone.
  • If you’re going to be a player, you’re going to land a player, as well as a bad reputation.
  • “No strings attached” relationships do not exist in college.
  • Having sex does not guarantee falling in love.
  • Lying is ugly; being yourself is much more attractive than pretending to be someone you’re not.
  • If you really want to get to know someone, leave alcohol out of the dating experience. Yes, alcohol can help to break the ice, but it will also impair your judgment.
  • Lust is physical attraction. Love requires a more meaningful connection than just sex. It’s easy to get these two emotions confused.
  • If you find yourself falling in love, don’t be afraid to tell the other person: chances are he/she feels the same way about you.

Rebecca's message goes way further, but even so, this isn't because sex would be wrong. It is because lust cannot easily be controlled. In Rebecca's book SHE Teen (the beautiful teenager version of the book SHE, plenty of lovely pictures and practical advice for teenagers), we read this:

My opinion is that if what you are doing makes you want to take your clothes off and have sex, then you're walking too close to the fire and you don't need to be there.

This may sound completely unearthly to many young people today - including first year students - but maybe not to as many people as you might think. This kind of standpoint reflects simple rule of thumb, it is reality-proof: thousands of young people who started to sexually stimulate one another, thinking they could control their own acts, have learned that this is erroneous thought. Broken lives, inner scars and pain have often been the end result of the experiment.

Rules and norms are not necessarily to be understood as supervising. They can be understood as education just as well - even if it is about very high standards. Going so far as to consider the possibility, that God did not create us to live the way we have become so used to, may require some courage, but nevertheless be education, not 'parental supervisory' or any such thing. Education does not stop to be education just because some guys start to call it 'parental control' or outdated (funny word in this context by the way). It is often a matter of perception. If we are honest, we know well that there is more reason to be worried than expressed in these 'first year of college' recommendations. The facts on the ground prove it. So it is a choice: take the good advice, or take something more: excellent advice.

What I like about Rebecca's message is this education factor - and the practical way of doing so: she sets an example, and for many people, that works. And she does that with all the friendliness and love she has in hear heart for this mission and for this young generation. The educational purpose however is, to make you aware of the problem, and if you are not ready to work on these things seriously, you will most probably fail.

It is a lesson that comes from a distant past: you will find it in many great religions, certainly including ancient Judaism, who'se great prophets, kings, poets knew it - although they did not formulate it in Christian wordings. The Christian vision on it started with Christ of course, but in terms of education, more particularly with the grea apostle Paul (also a Jew of course) - who, according to Hannah Arendt, was the real discoverer of the impotence of the human will (a point taken over by many philosophers later on). Therefore, the great Christian church fathers knew it too. And although formulations like "the flesh is weak" or "the struggle 'between flesh and spirit" are so often misunderstood (not just by Christians but also by those who judge too easily about Christianism), taking it for granted that all Christians always thought that the flesh (the body) is bad in itself, those who dig a little deeper do realize that it was much more about the struggle against the powerlessness of our human will. A struggle between our will and our deepest inner self. Even Saint Augustine knew that (in spite of his bad reputation when it comes to sexuality).

Here is another quote from the SHE Teen book, to end with: "Sex doesn't happen out of the blue, and neither does purity". There is homework to do. Saint Augustine opted for an awful lot of homework, and of course, times do change: most people today would not know how to handle such complex reasoning, what to make of it for our everyday life - you need an Augustine interpreter to get along with it. But Rebecca's approach is a modern one - and nevertheless very effective for our modern time. And we need a lot more such examples to be set. Pure lives are always impressive, because they tell us not about the kind of things we can achieve without effort, but the things we can only achieve by working hard for it. At the same time, there may be a lot of joy connected to it - much more than you might think before you decide to try it out. There has always been joy in doing things right. It is worth the effort.

Parsifal, the Witless Fool

Modern music is derived from ancient music. Nothing new here, we all build upon the past. Rebecca's music often includes violins or other symphonic elements. There is a lot to say about Christian music of the past. Bach, Beethoven, and so on.

What about Wagner? Wagner is a disputed figure. Wagner's antisemitism is one major source of dispute - as is the case with Mel Gibson's alleged antisemitism in more recent times that has put some shadow over his impressive movie The Passion of the Christ. But we must not judge someone by one action alone - this isn't honest. Gibson comes from a Roman Catholic tradition. Wagner comes from the past - that's even worse. However, Wagner has known the kind of wonderment, the preoccupation with Christian thought that characterized so many composers of the past. But was this man honest?

Talking about Wagner is difficult without some introduction on what's true and what's an exaggeration. Richard Wagner (1813 - 1883) was the product of a racist culture, we must judge him against the background of his time. It was in many ways a very unfortunate time to live in - but no one can choose his own time frame from the historical roller. And of course, it wasn't very helpful that Houston Stewart Chamberlain, often associated with Nazi racial philosophy, admired Wagner's work and marrying Wagner's daughter Eva. Brushing up the image of Wagner isn't easy. Nevertheless, the man had long died when Hitler came to power - let us not forget that.

An impressive work like his The Ring of the Nibelung, the four-opera cycle that seems to have inspired Tolkien into writing his The Lord of the Rings, has also been interpreted in more dark, racist ways. Nationalism and racism have been plaguing German artists, philosophers, politicians, even the Pope (as Pope Ratzinger had his own struggle with the extremism that ravaged German Hitler-Jugend). Biographers of Wagner have often put a terrible burden upon the shoulders of this man, who could not possibly have escaped his own time.

Parsifal is something very special. This opera has been criticized in many different directions: Schopenhauerian pessimism, Buddhist compassion and reincarnation, nature as holy (or 'wholly' - think holism today), and of course, the much debated question of antisemitic content in the opera. But much of it is questionable. More recent literary research on Wagner leaves more space for a balanced view. Parsifal does in no way hint at antisemitism unless you put it in the text, based on conclusions from other sources. Which is what a biographer like Gutman did.

Of course, it is undeniable that Wagner has been occupying himself with the racialist philosophy of Arthur de Gobineau. But, while Gutman claims that this is reflected in Parsifal, there is no real confirmation for this tendentious interpretation in the story iself. After all, Parcifal was already written in 1877, while Wagner showed no significant interest in Gobineau until 1880; and already as early as 1881, it becomes clear (from Cosima's diary entries at that time) that Wagner had begun to form an opinion about Gobineau's racial theories which was, on the whole, negative. His pamphlet "Heroism and Christianity" starts with friendly, careful phrasing about Gobineau (they were still considered friends, even while they had started to part), but Wagner's answer was an anti-racist plea.

At that time, however, anti-racism could be seen as contrasting with Judaism. (The Jews would, later on, find themselves more and more in a terrible position: attacked by a secular, virulent racist program on the one side, and at the other side by Christians who thought of Jews as racists). We know today what a madness this really was, but Wagner lived in the Germany of that time - long before Hitler, which also means long before the consequences of German philosophy started to become clear.

Now when you observe Wagner's works - most of them suggest a significant influence of Christian thought. Most of those great composers of the past have been interpreting Christian thought indeed. But Parcifal - Wagner's final opera - is an abundant example of that process. What is it that invited great artists to rethink, work out, experiment with, recreate, reformulate, object against or embrace (part of) the biblical materials, and often come to surprising, interesting interpretations?

Working with Biblical materials

When non-Christians (or non-explicit Christians) get involved with Christian thought, the 'biblical materials' are often treated as 'raw material' that require elaboration. Elaboration can be seen positively as processing the materials, elaboration as real labor: working hard on preparing yourself to interact with the raw material, so it makes sense for you.

In my opinion, seeing the biblical texts as 'raw material' isn't necessarily such a bad thing. It might be more dangerous when people (including Christians) treat biblical materials as an end product, because that is where 'fundamentalism' often starts - more particularly where bible literalism takes over. It is not just about holding on to the Word of God then, but about holding on to our own interpretations, especially to what fits best with what we see as God's will. It seems to me that seeing the bible as 'raw material' is in a way less dangerous.

And after all, isn't the real end product - according to Jewish thought - a product to achieve in the future? The much anticipated end product is mankind itself. Even the new world to come is in reality a world where people act differently. Obviously, there is still an awful lot of homework to do before it would really look like an end product.

What is the benefit of considering such figures like Wagner?

First of all, they experienced this sense of marvel at the great God story that often seems to have escaped Christians. On the other hand: people like Wagner clearly missed our 'Christian certainties'. And this could be an interesting experience for us to discover.

Don't get me wrong on this: there is not necessarily anything wrong with Christian certainties. You are reading this on a site called Rebecca St James reference; obviously, Rebecca has a couple of 'Christian certainties' of her own, and obviously I have no problem with that. I love the fact that others are feeling more certain than I do, and what makes me a fan of Rebecca is the fact that I can relate to certainties IF these certainties relate to the person who promotes them. Which is another way of saying that I perceive Rebecca as an authentic Christian. However, there can be little doubt that some Christians are not very 'compatible' with Christian certainties. The net effect of Christian certainties upon certain Christians does not look like very Christian: haughtiness, overconfidence, nonchalance, lack of interest in the fate of unbelievers, and so on.

Wagner did not possess our certainties, but he had a desire to find out what really matters in this world - a desire that might inspire us.

Seeing the Light

Just like Arthur Schopenhauer (who had a major influence on Wagner), Wagner observed the chaos in his world, having no ready-made answers to it. The world was seemingly determined by an irrational and evil will. Wagner wrote some masterpieces that seem to carry us through the depths of despair. You may perceive his as a completely pessimistic world view - but you could also see a man who was desperately wrestling with the darkness in order to find the way out.

We can observe different places, levels of despair if you want, but we cannot easily judge about what kind of direction someone is taking. Despair is not necessarily a choice, not even a constant state of the heart - but often a temporary state, and at the inside, a couple of eyes may be seeking for the light, not finding it, yet. The reason for this sorry state could be the 'blindness' of the non-believer, as we Christians often call it - but we cannot always be that sure about the nature of this human condition. In many cases this can hardly be the entire truth. We could ourselves be a part of the problem, why people do not see the light.

Music is a wonderful way of shining the light - because music is a universal language and is capable of expressing just about everything about life, even afterlife. But also about death (and 'after death').

Besides the pagan (and Buddhist) influences in Parcifal, Christian influences are most prevalent.

For instance, there is a profound emphasis on sexual and spiritual purity in the Parcifal story (both are connected, as explained in other postings on this weblog: you cannot be pure in one way while you are impure in other ways at the same time). This may require significant struggling with the powers that try to fill our spirits with the products of a consumer-oriented program that pays no respect to the moral qualities and responsibilities of the human being. Parcifal gives a profound impression of this struggle. In order to see the light, you may have to pass through the valley of death first, or at least through the shadowlands (in C.S. Lewis and Rebecca St James language).

The long journey towards the light

But what's also prevalent in Parcifal is the sheer longueur, the length, the duration of the journey. You may see the light, but still, have to walk a long road before you arrive at the right place.

The story of Parcifal may look odd in many ways, but if you 'get into it', you may recognize so much of your own life. We may often think that our story should move more quickly. But, when translated into today's language, what that means is: move on to consumption - because consumption is about the funny stuff. Reduce pain, increase pleasure - the god of hedonism, ruling our spirits maybe more than any other god.

In Parcifal, no such non-sense. Parcifal makes us come to our senses, which for human beings does not only include the five or more senses we (more or less)share with animals, but also the spiritual-intellectual senses (often identified as mind and understanding). It takes time to arrive at the point where we make sense. Till we have faces, as one of C.S. Lewis marvelous books calls it, in an attempt to explore the human condition and Psuchè in the light of the higher powers, the powers we cannot control, but who may look like non-sensical unless some divine light shines upon it, revealing the true nature of the things. The human mind is a labyrinth to those who have no compass, and for those who have a compass, it still is a huge domain, rich but frightening. Logical thought, or even Wittgenstein and all the linguistic insights of these days may never make the light really shine. The light shines when an authentic story reveals to us the meaning of things, of life. The entire Bible consists of truth-by-storytelling. Wagner was getting it - as most composers got their part of it, understanding the rich palette of colors that music offers.

Music gives faces to things, it tells stories, paints images on our minds. Wagner, for all his missing certainties, was not left in the cold entirely - not as we would be tempted to think today. There were still those strong Christian fibers throughout German society then, just like elsewhere in Europe. Wagner was like telling a John Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress story, but more as one would see it from a dark place. And Germany was rapidly becoming a very dark place then.

Today, some very dark clouds seem to have appeared once again - world threats (such as radical Islam, as 9/11 proved, but also virulent forms of atheism and other radical anti-Christian ideologies are emerging). Christians are often weak, still. If this does not change for the better, meaning a radical change of hearts, taking a stand for Jesus, there may be little hope for the world. But, while even Parcifal - a 'young fool' - managed to get through it, while Hitler was going to come down with great force, as Lucifer will, at a certain point in the future, there must be hope. The 'young fool' Parcifal reminds of Dostojewski's The Idiot (who pictures in fact Jesus Christ, the innocent who is a fool to the world). These days, you have to be a bit of a fool to stand for God in a world who - once again - wants to get completely rid of Him and his rules. Music is one way to remind us that truth is composed of the simplicity of a pure heart. No matter how many people perceive that as foolishness. The simple belief that there is more to earth than meets the eye is enough for many 'intellectuals' to boast out loud against such 'nonsense'.

What would they know? They have rejected the most basic lessen of life: realizing that we are witless fools when we stand before the Great God.

David Smallbone - Silent Professional for God

I want to write something about Mr. David Smallbone, the father of Rebecca Smallbone (Rebecca St James by her artistic name). We don't hear that much about him.Photo July 2008, Orlando (pre-launch of her new book PURE) But that is typical for many professionals, particularly organizers.

I am not going to tell you something new about Mr. Smallbone: I am depending entirely on the materials I could collect from articles on the Internet, some things from video fragments, some things from Rebecca's books. And Luis Palau's book: It's a God Thing. And some of my own thoughts on this man.

Mr. Smallbone made a living as a Christian concert promoter in Australia, which was not such an abundantly Christian country at that time (only 5 percent of the people believed in Christ, according to Palau).

Jon Hanna writes in an article, The Real Deal (see sources at the end of this article) that in the mid to late 70s, when Christians around the world were discovering that it was okay to praise God with contemporary music, David Smallbone was introducing he music ministries of Petra and Amy Grant to his Australian countrymen, and also Larry Norman - known as the prime instigator of today’s Christian music. The first concert he ever promoted was in fact a Larry Norman concert.  David Smallbone recalled that his daughter Rebecca was "only six months old at the time", says Jon. I don't know what's wrong with the timing, but Larry appears to have had a concert in September of 1977 - Rebecca would have been 2 months old then (she was born at the end of July). There was probably also a concert at the end of December 1977. (PS. I don't know if Pascal Muet can be trusted with his information on Rebecca, but he suggests that Rebecca's first performance was at the age of six months, when "she cried through a whole Larry Norman concert her father organized"; crying through a complete concert at the age of 6 months on the other hand seems a bit strange to me, but then, I have no clue about kids, and anyway, Rebecca has a strong voice so maybe she was really dong some early exercise).

On a more serious note, however, years later, Mr. Smallbone run into a financial debacle due to his passion for Christian music as a mission. Too few fans filled seats in a national tour he had been promoting. When ticket sales fall short, artists still must receive their guaranteed money - and Mr. Smallbone "took a $250,000 bath in red ink". The creditors repossessed his house. He was a father of six then (Helen, his wife, was expecting the seventh one - Libby) and David had to look for work elsewhere.

At that time, a top artist offered him a job in Nashville, Tennessee. With children ranging in age from 1 to 14, it was unthinkable to move to the U.S. alone. Knowing the better opportunities for Rebecca in America may have played a role in their decision too. In the fall of 1991 the Smallbones decided to sell furniture, and purchased tickets to America.

Having arrived at destination, they made a living in two motel rooms, eating fast-food until an unfurnished rental house was found. Helen, now seven months pregnant, slept on a mattress, the others slept on the floor. After a couple of months, David was told his position was no longer available. For several days, he was feeling sick about these developments. But the family got on their knees together and asked God to help them. They also took on some odd jobs. Rebecca, the oldest, and two brothers raked leaves and mowed lawns. Rebecca also baby-sat and helped her mom clean houses. But also, "interesting things began to happen", so reports Mr. Palau at this point. Bags of groceries were left at the front door. Sunday school classes donated furniture. A Nashville songwriter, Jon Mohr, gave the Smallbones - no strings attached - a three-month-old Toyota Previa van.

Then, a major surprise: Forefront Records heard a demo tape of Rebecca singing, and they offered the 15-year-old a recording contract. She recorded her first album when she was 16, using an old family name, St. James. The family started to make plans for a concert tour - things were rapidly changing now. Mr. Jon Mohr came up with another 'miracle' of charity: he traded the Previa for a Chevy 15-passenger van. Awestruck by his generosity, David offered Jon 50 percent of the money they earned from Rebecca's emerging musical career. Today, David promotes his own daughter's sold-out concerts, but it started with a lot of problems and ... a lot of prayer, and with faith.

Working Together

Only recently, a very nice video called working together was posted in the official rsjchannel on YouTube. In it, Helen Smallbone - David's wife - speaks about how they learned  to cooperate as a family during these hard times. Nowadays the Rebecca St James happening is a real family activity, but that did not just happen overnight. Helen: "I don' think it was something that we started, I think it was definitely God's idea. And it happened when we first came to America, and David lost his job". Rebecca declares, later on in the video: "We are so close as a family I think because of the fire that we've been through. And no one asks for fire (...) but I've seen God use that in my family and in my life, to shape me into who I am, and to shape our relationships into what they are."

The same video, part two, tells about the 'No Secrets' policy in this family. (In fact, it appears that they were actually often wearing a T-shirt on the road that says 'No Secrets' on it). Helen tells about the kids, how "they learned, very young, that everybody was needed to make this thing [their trying to make a living as a family] happen. I think [when] we look back, that was the start of what we are doing. We've [learned] so much to do it together, that when we did this, to be separated was just so hard. And so that's when we started to think: well, let's go together".

In Gettin' Serious, the early newsletter of Rebecca St. James, she wrote: "We try to keep everything out in the open and be honest with each other. As a young person, this has helped me so much. I have always known there is nothing that I can't share with my family."

The Australian Spirit - or is it Christian Family life?

Australia has a rich tradition in Christian music. I'll cover something about that in a separate article. [Update: see The Australian Spirit]. It is no surprise that this early Australian industry veteran founded Smallbone Management in the U.S. after their migration, once the initial difficulties had been overcome. As the president of this successful Christian artist management company, he could soon enjoy the outcome of their challenging decision, as Rebecca's concerts were soon becoming sold out. In 1999, daughter Rebecca became the first Australian woman to win a Grammy. But under the skin of the manager there is the heart of a missionary. In his own words: "Ever since we have arrived in the US from Australia we had a dream of encouraging people to worship God with a contemporary and youthful emphasis".

In fact, it is a simple lesson we are seeing here. Rebecca is widely respected for her authentic Christian lifestyle, her being 'radical' in the most meaningful way of the word: radically living for this God of life, love, peace (key words in Rebecca's songs). But this attitude did not suddenly turn up from nowhere. Christianism is, just like Judaism, not about magic, but about reality. In the Old Testament, emphasis on 'faith education' is prevalent. For Christianism as well, such simple, almost 'ordinary' thing like family life really do matter, and make the difference in many cases. Rebecca St James is a 'phenomenon' that started in the hearts of faithful parents.

Good things can so often be traced back to grandparents, parents, family life. The mission thing has clearly also been caught on well with Rebecca - but these kind of things usually work by example. Christianism is quite down to earth in such things. Sure, there is the 'magic' of how faith grows in an individual person. There is the 'magic' that Rebecca did things none of her parents could probably do. Even there, the mix of down to earth things (like being talented) and 'magic' things (like the secret and power of real faith) is prevalent. The 'magic' thing is that one can see Gods work here, but there is also the simple fact of two parents who knew what true education means. If they would not have been authentic and faithful, Rebecca might not have been either.

I can only conclude that having a great dad and mom, having a great family, means a lot of things for he human beings we are, and hence, of course, for our Christian lives too. You or I could sometimes feel a bit jealous about these things if we see them happen in the lives of others, not in our own family, but that of course is not the best way of receiving something from God. Being allowed to have a look into things as God obviously wants them to see, that too means receiving something from God. And, you know, we often look at some of those great 'lives' (think the life of Hudson Taylor for instance), without fully realizing what kind of life they really lived: their firm devotion to Gods will even in extremely difficult situations. Are we ready to push that button? To take those risks?

When I consider the life of someone like Mr. Smallbone, it also strikes me that this man, this family, could have decided to make much more money with the kind of talents of their oldest daughter - provided that they would all have agreed on doing that. They could have walked a much more 'mainstream' road, they could have decided that just showing a little more 'flesh on the screen' could immediately double or triple the amount of attention for Rebecca's performance. It is not even about taking extreme positions, just doing a little bit more what 98% of all female mainstream artists seem to do these days. Speaking from a human viewpoint, and given the fact that Rebecca knows something about acting, they would have succeeded. Rebecca would have been popular for a much wider audience - but a totally different audience. Tens of thousands of Christians would not have been much aware of her existence, she would not have been one of the very influential Christian leaders for all those (young) people who were already considered by many Christians a 'lost generation'.

I See Smallbones

In stead of a lost generation however, a 'purity generation' was rising up (not solely due to the efforts of the Smallbones of course, but heir being faithful to a mission made a difference - it always makes a difference. In stead of seeing a lost generation, they saw a purity generation. It reminds of Floyd McClung's recent book You See Bones - I See an Army (2007, the title refers to Ezekiel 37, the valley full of bones, that is: unless faith gives us another vision). An interesting view on Christian life by the way. I would suggest - with a wink - that God might probably have thought, when those hard years for Mr. David and family occurred (1990, 1991): you see Bones - I see Smallbones.

But fill in your own name if you want. The world saw just dry and dead bones - but God saw Evie Tornquist, or he saw Amy Grant - and they reached millions with their songs of devotion. And not just artists of course - remember: this is a mission thing.

Christians basically see - or ought to see - 'success' and things like that in an fundamentally different light. Reality is something that happens within the orbit of Gods will - not outside of it. The World is real, but not reality in all its fullness. Nothing can be more real than the One who created reality - all things seen and unseen. He also created our talents.

You decide how you use it: for real or for unreal. Contribute to the ways of the History Maker, or to the ways of the masquerade makers of this world.

Some sources

Popularity of God and Rebecca St James songs

How much can you derive from guitar tabs popularity? I don't know actually, but when I'd run into a page with Rebecca St James guitar tabs on christianguitar.org, I noticed that not only did it list 33 RSJ songs but also the number of customer views for each song. I am not aware of any RSJ Lyrics pages keeping counters of the number of people having requesting them, and it seemed to me that guitar tabs for RSJ songs are pretty useful as indication for the popularity of these songs in general. (PS. The bass tabs for RSJ songs are clearly much less requested, so I ignore these; what I know about a bass guitar is that it basically is a guitar with only the first 4 strings - from that point of view I can understand why it is far less popular;-).

First some technical remarks:

  • Some songs appear twice in the list - for instance because 2 people posted their own tab version. As we can safely assume that people consulting the least popular tab version have also looked at the most popular one, I only noted down the highest rank and ignored the lowest one (I did not add up the two numbers).
  • I also did not take into account the date of creation of these tabs, as I could not see any substantial corrections arising from that information (e.g. a song like God Of Wonders scores very high in spite of having been added relatively late).
  • The numbers look reliable to me, as the number of views does not increase each time I reload the same page (in other words, proper IP-filtering is implemented behind the counters).

Following is the list of 33 songs (=song tabs) as I discovered it on January 27, 2008, with just the number of people that requested these so far, and ordered with the highest ranking songs on top. The album names and their publication date were added by myself.

Song (Album) Hits
1 Breathe (Worship God, 2002, 3) 24,605
2 Song Of Love (Worship God, 2002, 2) 17,597
3 Blessed Be Your Name (Live Worship, 2004, 2) 13,301
4 God Of Wonders (Worship God, 2002, 4) 12,103
5 Abba (Father) (God, 1996, 5) 12,068
6 Above All (Worship God, 2002, 6) 11,243
7 Wait For Me (Transform, 2000, 8) 10,660
8 Lamb Of God (Live Worship, 2004, 1) 10,115
9 Go and Sin No More (God, 1996, 10) 8,738
10 Speak To Me (God, 1996, 4) 6,874
11 God (God, 1996, 1) 5,440
12 Yes I Believe In God (Wait for Me, 2003, 7) 5,096
13 A Cold Heart Turns (God, 1996, 9) 4,930
14 Psalm 139 (God, 1996, 11) 4,788
15 Hold Me Jesus (Pray, 1998, 4) 4,563
16 Pray (Pray, 1998, 1) 4,467
17 Reborn (Transform, 2000, 3) 3,193
18 You're The Voice (God, 1996, 2) 3,068
19 Universe (Transform, 2000, 7) 3,017
20 Don' Worry (Transform, 2000, 4) 2,970
21 Omega (Pray, 1998, 11) 2,876
22 I'll Carry You (Pray, 1998, 5) 2,456
23 And We Behold Him (Refresh My Heart, 1991, 10) 2,437
24 Carry Me High (God, 1996, 8) 2,426
25 More Than the Watchmen (Worship God, 2002, 9) 2,389
26 Peace (Pray, 1998, 7) 2,302
27 Give Myself Away (Pray, 1998, 3) 2,239
28 A Cradle Prayer (Christmas, 1997, 10) 2,228
29 You Then Me (God, 1996, 3) 2,089
30 Come Quickly, Lord (Pray, 1998, 6) 1,891
31 Hero (!Hero movie, 2003) 1,835
32 OK (Pray, 1998, 2) 1,728
33 Hope's Song (2003, Veggietales) 1,146

 

Of course these numbers of views cannot give us a totally straightforward picture.

(a) First of all, these can only be statistics of guitar music lovers. But I think they represent the Rebecca St James supporters quite well. I don't think that someone who loves to play an instrument would, for instance, typically pay less attention to the content of a song. Players of an instrument are attracted by the whole 'feeling' of a song so it seems to me. That makes sense, it is a fair parameter and is related to what the song represents.

(b) Another issue: there are no tabs for all of the RSJ songs. But popular songs are more likely to be tabbed, so this is also okay. Missing tabs may, of course, indicate that these are more difficult songs, technically speaking. On the other hand: many of the available tabs here are not much more than a quick attempt to catch the idea of the song with a few chords - they are the work of amateurs. That is okay, as I am not on the lookout for the best tab writings, I'm just looking at the number or people who showed interest in these songs.

I must add to this, that I suspect certain songs, such as Pray, to be by definition less popular in terms of guitar tabs. Songs like that may very probably sound too complex to play. So we could hardly conclude from the position of Pray (halfway the list) that prayer is not popular among Christians. My 'analysis' will therefore be very limited - avoiding all 'conclusions from the negative'.

(c) Another issue becomes clear when we look at the score of a song like You're The Voice, which has, compared with other songs, a inconceivable low 3,068 number of views. This is not quite conform with the perception that this song has always been very popular at concerts. This low rate may be explained by the fact that the song was not written by Rebecca herself (the song is originally from John Farnham's album Whispering Jack) so tabs for this song may already have existed and been consulted at other web sites.

(d) Also, you can easily see that uploading tabs stopped with the Live Worship album, which appeared in 2004. We must not conclude from it that RSJ songs are not popular anymore after 2004, or that Christians don't like to play guitar since that time. Maybe the Christian Guitar site has become too outmoded, or maybe the counters don't work that well anymore.

Some interesting points

There are some interesting points anyway.

(1) The top 3 is very, very Rebecca-esque if I may say so: Breathe and Blessed Be Your Name are definitely songs very much loved by Rebecca herself, while Song Of Love is one of those real 'statements' of Rebecca, one that will bring back into memory this wonderful video clip with the great, peaceful and God-loving expression on Rebecca's face. It is one of those songs that make people fall in love with God.

I found it breathtaking that Breathe was at the very top of the list - as is my own top-favorite song (together with Yes I Believe In God, to be honest - that one is lower in the list, much to my surprise).

(2) I've been thinking why Yes I Believe In God could be so relatively low in the list - at least compared to what I would have expected. This song is so powerful, so encouraging, it is the kind of song any Christian would want to memorize (and singing or playing it is one nice way to memorize a song). Would this kind of song possibly put the targets too high? I don't think so. Is it musically less attractive? Certainly not.

What strucks me is the fact that the 8 first songs (=those amounting over 10,000 hits) are, with the exception of Wait For Me, clearly powerful worship songs. Of course, many of Rebecca's songs are worship songs; but songs like Yes I Believe In God, Pray and so on are more meant to enhearten the soul directly, to encourage us to walk our ways with God. Worship is more like the result of being encouraged this way.

It could also be a sign that the album Transform did not sell so well - it is generally lower in the list. (Notice that I added the album titles myself, based on the firsts appearance of the song - so the song Wait For Me may, for instance, be known from the Wait For Me: The Best From Rebecca St. James (2003) album, not from the Transform (2000) album. I have my doubts, though, as Transform is really a formidable, almost perfect album. There is no reason why it would be missing in someone's collection.

Anyway: Worship gets growing attention and this seems to be reflected in these statistics. It confirms that people - including the often young people who buy Rebecca's music, are aware that a true relationship with God is very important. Of course, it then also confirms that Rebecca's message, her mission, is working out as she would have hoped for. Rebecca's popularity is certainly an undeniable factor, but from these statistics you could conclude that the number of times that Rebecca points her forefinger towards God (Larry Norman style) during her concerts, has had the right effect so to speak. She managed to make God the real popular One for those who love her music. (Of course, such a conclusion can, strictly speaking,  not be founded just on 'page hits', but on the other hand: there is no argument either why the conclusion would be false).

Song: Wait For Me

(3) Another point: Wait For Me is a worship song! - Okay, this conclusion is 'over the top'. It is (unprofessionally) based on my previous remark that the first 8 songs are worship songs. But... isn't it true after all? Wait For Me is, strictly speaking, one of those songs in the category 'encouraging' songs - but it clearly is a very special one in that genre. It is marriage-related, so it inevitably also reminds us of the relationship of the Christian Church with God as a Husband (as explained in many Bible verses). The fact that sexual purity is, in Rebecca's mission as well as in common Biblical understanding, linked with purity of thoughts in general, is just another way of saying the same thing: all Christian relationship starts with the question about how we relate to God. And today, in the Western world in particular, almost no one may be capable of waiting for a darling if such a waiting would not be established upon making God our beloved one, spiritually. Without this passion, human passions are hardly manageable anymore for most people in the kind of societies we are living in.

If you are like me, than Wait For Me is a song who can break you or make you. If I think about the things I don't have, the song tends to breaks me (in reality: not the song is doing this, but me not responding to it in the right way - after all, the song clearly put us before God, and in that confrontation, God is by very definition the strongest unless we 'freely' decide to ignore Him). If, however, I think about the promises of God, and the love of God, the fact that I should believe that God is trustworthy, then Wait For Me can 'make' me. It is a strange relationship, because even when it 'makes' me, it may somehow enforce me to hope for the best - and in the end, still 'break' me. This is always the case in matters of trust of course. If you allow (God) to put your expectations high, you ought to know what you are doing. If you really want to wait for something - and to wait for God in the first place - you make yourself dependant of this God.

But - no matter how far exactly you go or don't go with this song, it clearly is not the average 'Everyday Love song. It is a love song with the backbone of a Hymn. It has a strong overtone of Worship.

In conclusion: this song list and the stats seem to harmonize quite accurately with the common expectations most of us have with regard to Rebecca's work. Maybe some other thoughts could be added to this, I did not intend to do a real comprehensive analysis. But it encourages me that we, Christians, seem to be attracted to the same kind of songs and very probably for the same reasons. In fact we are attracted to God, to Jesus. This sounds so simple, but there is the beauty of simplicity in that. It is such a fundamental thing for Christians to be really attracted to God.

And, in my opinion, no one does really want to play or sing such songs if God does not mean anything to him or her.

Mother Teresa's Sacrifice

In my previous posting (Analysis of Deep Joy) I talked about the fact that Mother Teresa has had her own faith crisis, as was lastly revealed through the publication (in 2007) of some of her letters to her superiors. But also how she wrote about the deep joy she found in Jesus - in spite of these moments of spiritual crisis. Of course it cannot be easy all the time - not even for Mother Teresa.

This well-known catholic nun went through long lasting periods that everything looked dark, the sky was silent, God seemed far away. Some atheists have enjoyed this. I heard Sam Harris poke fun about it in some debate about religion. Another atheist, Hitchins, already attacked Mother Teresa during her lifetime, accusing here of anything he could come up with. But what was it about, really? What was the reality? An attack by atheists you may call a 'reality' too, but you must be kidding, then. After all, atheists usually make believers the authors of their own problems - that is something you cannot disprove, it is strange, has little to do with real life. Mother Teresa had worries, but atheists were not among her worries, they were the least thing to worry about. Reality was about a women who saw all this suffering of people out in the field, and having a strong desire to do something about it with the help of God. Reality often has little to do with technical attacks or discussions based on someone's ideological view on what another person does. Reality is where people see the dire needs of others and realize that God wants us to act in some way.

Reality in his case came to us in a person who in the end had established missionaries of charity in 123 countries (totaling 610 missions posts) by the time she died, and who was never at rest as long as she did not have the idea that she had done everything that could possibly be done. Who cares what an atheist thinks about that?

Okay, there is the fact that she got through spiritual troubles. That tells something about her reality of course. It probably confirms that indeed Christians need one another, as we already know. We are one family, we need to be more aware of that. Maybe mother Teresa has done too much on her own. We don't know exactly, but this is a very comprehensible, and a very common mistake among Christians. The Catholic Church may have made mistakes too. But, frankly, there are certainly cases where a Christian may really be on his own for a while, or at least feel like that. This is what being called for a particular task may mean. When things become difficult, it sometimes means a challenge you have to face, and face it together with God alone. This is biblical stuff so to speak. What worried mother Teresa was: not experiencing this inner relationship with God anymore. But the longing for God was not gone. Her struggle confirmed the reality of this deep longing for God.

The fact that an atheist does not understand this is, of course, no surprise, but it seems to me that this kind of attitude is also linked with secularism in a more general way. Particularly the tendency to think about humans in terms of a materialistic world view: societies as well as the people in it are machines that must be improved. Everything can be solved through a 'system', by rules. It is one of the many ways to describe the difference between Europe and America (be it simplified somehow) - America's 'liberal' spirit has, of course, often led to an amount of decadence in many of their citizens (I mean: it is often more visible in America); but it is this very same liberal spirit that leaves room for bringing aid to people in a way which is not dependant of political institutes. Social political systems are not necessarily bad - that's not the point. But in America, it is still considered perfectly normal that religion is another source of social care, a parallel system. They do not feel ashamed of that, they do not think that only a political system is the right answer to human problems. This source remains entirely open, it is an inherent part of the entire concept of liberty. It is, in fact, very Jewish and very Christian. America's social model and spirit is, in this respect, still close to how things were at the time of Jesus. Of course this does not impede any improvements that come with modern developments. But this spirit of doing what your hand finds to do represents a rich aspect of liberty.

Many secularists and atheists don't like that idea. It is low, or shabby, in their eyes. Humanism (read: idealized systems of human origin) can do much better. Not so in God's eyes. God gives no priority to utopian considerations, he gives priority to the old love-your-neighbor-as-yourself thing.

For Mother Teresa, God was never out of the picture. She may have felt like she was out of Gods picture, for whatever personal reason, but there was no anti-supranaturalism on her mind of course. She new that there is more about life than what we see. And she didn't give up.

Christians must realize that trouble can cross their path. Troubles exists, it is part of the reality. We are humans, so we are weak. And there is much suffering in this world, but too little people actively being involved in doing something about it. There you have a challenge. You could take that as a potential source of dispiritedness, but taking it as a challenge is what those people do who become examples for us. This challenge means a responsibility, and believers see this responsibility as one given by the Maker of all creatures and all creation. This is also exactly what the revelation - the books recorded by the Hebrews, later the Jewish people, then the apostles) is about: the revelation of a challenge. The Western world has taken up this challenge, but in secularized form it often tends to become a 'technical challenge' - which is in fact a degenerated (but not necessarily useless) response to the challenge. Technical solutions can be very helpful - but the are so much unlike Mother Teresa. That is why great examples make such a great impression on us. Great things are always done through great human beings.

Jesus gave arguably the most influential example how we can deal with this challenge by giving ourselves, and let God push us  to the limits. Nothing has changed about that today. This is about suffering people, a world in need, and what is needed is my and your loving and caring hands. It is about becoming the hands and feet of God in this world, and make sense of this life we are living. This is what Mother Teresa's struggle was about. That is what reality is about. That is what being a Christian is about. Being Christian may be a lot more than this - but certainly nothing less.

A difficult task? You bet! That's why I need examples too.

Tip: Hebrews chapter 11 - Wonderful piece of reality.

From Rock to Rebecca

In the beginning there was Rock Music. Then there was Christian Rock Music. Soon after, Rock Music (often dubbed "Rock 'n' Roll" at the time) was - according to 'the conservatives' (whoever that may be) 'devils music'. Then came Larry Norman and sung a simple question into the ether: "Why should the devil have all the good music?". Then there were Christians who realized that the devil should not have all the good music. Contemporary Christian Rock was born.

Could that be the history of Christian rock music? Hardly. But maybe it is not such a bad start.

in he late 1960s, Larry Norman - often named as the 'Father of Christian Rock' - was one of those early Christian Rock artists who took Jesus very serious. This man who later on sung the famous words Why should the devil have all the good music (and he really meant Rock music) - was aware of the conflict with worldly Rock music, and as early as in 1968 he wanted to call his bands debut album: We Need A Whole Lot More of Jesus and a Lot Less Rock and Roll. But Capitol Records still considered Jesus non-salable and Larry embarked on his long solo career.

Almost at the same time of this upcoming of Norman, the Jesus People movement took off - often said to be a kind of Hippy movement spin-off, but although it is certainly true that the Jesus People harvested crops among the many young people who were disillusioned with the flower-power counterculture revolution, the movement clearly succeeded in bringing a very straight-in-your-face message of hope to a large group of people and cannot be explained without the observation that here was something going on that really worked - and people were giving up drugs and sexual promiscuity for it. Larry Norman was soon to join efforts in this movement, and many young Rock fans were attracted to the movement. Elton John was not among these, but at least he observed in a song that there were "Jesus freaks out in the streets" - everywhere so it seemed. (It was also the time of the Christian rock operas Godspell and Jesus Christ Superstar).

The movement raced through North America. Of course, not all those who joined the movement, sometimes only for a short time, did embrace Jesus. But they embraced traditional religion and that is not without significance of course. It basically means that the word 'values' in the term 'Christian values' was somehow understood once again. This is something that we have seen happening time and time again. As a movement, the Jesus People went underground somewhere mid seventies, but it remained alive in many revived movements and churches through America and elsewhere. A great deal of Christian artists 'personified' this 'gripping' character of the movement. Bands like Petra (founded in 1972 by Bob Hartman) existed until 2005. They released over 20 albums.

The Jesus People movement had a strong impact on the birth of Contemporary Christian Rock music. Sociologist Robert Ellwood observed that the enduring legacy of the Jesus movement is its music:

The great vehicle of the Jesus movement is music. It is largely music that has made the movement a part of pop culture, and it is the Jesus movement as pop culture that distinguishes it from what is going on in the churches. (Robert S. Ellwood, 1973, One Way: The Jesus Movement and its Meaning; Prentice-Hall; p. 63-64).

Of course, singing is no accident among believers, and certainly not among Jewish and Christian believers, who have a Holy Book including 150 songs (Psalms) to start with. Music and true Christian faith is inseparable. Without the 'Joy of the Lord' faith isn't characteristically Christian (nor Jewish) faith. God occupying that deepest space in the heart of the believer is not a punishment but a blessing, it makes people sing. If religion would be more understood by hallmarks like this, Christianity would have been a different religion - in fact it would not have been 'a religion' in the first place, but a daily practice.

It is no surprise then that the non-denominational character of the Jesus People movement has been observed as being key to the great success. Moreover, this also opened the eyes of many Christians for the significance of talent (as opposed to academic training), and there was room also for the thought that the Holy Spirit could directly intervene in the lives of young Christians (as opposed to theologians or other academics). As someone put it in almost philosophic terms: "The pendulum swung from an emphasis on transcendence to that of immanence." Gods great attributes such as sovereignty and omnipotence had, until then, dispelled personal experience. Rock and pop music, with its informal character firmly opposed to formal expression from solemn hymns to Solemn High Mass, was a perfect tool to serve freshness and openness of mind. The Church in general did not really accept the movement - it was often and too easily identified with the countercultural imprint of the hippies, with "the Rebels - Jim, Janis, Jimi".

In fact, while Christianity also clearly harbors a rebellious element, a 'desire to change' things for the better, it is no surprise that there has been interplay between the two movements. This is why there were hippies who got away with the 'new Christianity as part of their mystical experience, and why there were Christians who strongly identified with the spirit of flower-power. And for those who came from this milieu (like Keith Green) it took a while before the turnover was completed. In something like Rock music, it may be a challenge to use it but not be used by it.

In the 1980's Christian Rock music was pioneered by groups like Petra. They used to play in church basements. They also preached after their concerts. Singing and preaching were two sides of the same coin for many Christian artists then. Sometimes, the songs were the 'sermon', but most artists decided that these categories should be distinguished: music was not meant to be just the envelope for a sermon. In fact, it did not matter that much, because Christians simply must make music. Christians are not very much like Muslims, most of whom are inclined to condemn all forms of music. For Jews it is unthinkable to hold such a view, as they always deeply realized that truly rejoicing in God is elementary: how can you deny the Creator he right to be praised with a heart that overflows with joy? King David did not even mind to be looked at as a fool when he danced before God - he was so full of joy about God, nothing else mattered. Such joy cannot, of course, be 'regulated' as if it were an administrative issue in stead of something from deep within the heart.

Traditionally, Christians are much like Jews in this respect. Both of them always generally loved music. Music driven from religious inspiration has driven much of the enormous stockpile of classical music in the Western world. Music fits with all kinds of situations and states of mind (nocturnes, serenades, arias, operas, etc). But, to get back to the old Hebrews: The Jewish people did of course not by accident incorporate 150 Psalms (=songs) in their holy book, the Torah. Most Christians always loved these Psalms too, and put it often on music. The God they believe in is an exalted God, but still, at the same time, the One who is 'near to us'. This knowledge of 'proximity' has always been one of the reasons why music has attracted those who believe in this Personal God. It is the language of a heart that (directly or indirectly) longs for the presence of God. Music fills that prophetic gap between what 'will be' but 'is not yet there', it reminds us that God - a real Someone, Who can thrill the hearts - will ultimately fill the gap. 'Soul music' is not an accident but a reflection of a deep inner longing - not always in a direct 'Biblical' sense of course but certainly in a deeply human sense - and revealing that this human being is created with a longing for things unseen. 'Gospel music' is not just an advantageous concatenation of the words 'Gospel' and 'music' - the Gospel of Jesus, of God, IS music for the heart, hence it found this self-evident expression in Gospel music.

And how about Rock music? To say that Rock music is per definition 'rebellious' may be an exaggeration, although there is something to it. No greater 'Rebel' than Jesus Christ, in a sense. Whipping up people who dishonored God in His temple (Jesus 'made a scourge of cords' it is observed so meticulously in John 2:15) - it certainly isn't something for 'softies'. Jesus was no softie. But was he a 'rocker'? Not exactly. Nevertheless, when Christians today say: 'Jesus Rocks!', it makes sense to us, referring (so we suspect) to the 'passion' we feel for Him. There is something passionate in Rock music. Here too, Larry Norman had to be right after all: how can we leave such a passionate thing up to the domain of the Devil? Apparently, Larry was exercising practical theology about music. Without music, what would God have looked like, in Judaism, in Christianity? Probably something very scary. Whatever Rock music represents 'in the world', in Christian music it certainly is being used in several ways: sometimes it may express rebellion against something, at other times it is simply used as an artistic expression from the heart, about God, about living a Christian life, and so on.

But then, since the eighties, Christian music was being discovered by non-Christians too, and not the least because there was 'business' to it. That was to be expected, as Christian music was getting better, more professional. Soon, in the nineties, there were about a thousand Christian bands playing all kinds of styles. Christian music became the fastest-growing segment of the industry. Big secular companies like EMI, BMG, and Sony realized they had to own their own Christian labels. So what was growing up was what we now call "Contemporary Christian Rock music". Although Switchfoot was certainly right to state: "We're Christian by faith, not by genre", it must also be observed that the words 'contemporary' and 'Christian' do not really denote a genre whatsoever. Being 'contemporary' (embedded in, understood in its own time segment) is in fact a very crucial aspect of Christian faith. Christians were never meant to be hermits (except for some limited time - and usually in the desert, not a church). Being contemporary means: not being a relic of the past but a living creature responding to (not hiding away at) the challenges of today. And 'Christian' is no genre either: it refers to content, not style. A professional musician making superb tunes does not 'change' into a Christian when he brings in a Christian message. He remains a professional musician making superb tunes - but on top of that he enriches these superb tunes with more explicit signs as to the significance of his music - pointing to the One who gave us this music in the very first place.

Contemporary vs mainstream

Having said that, it is clear that becoming more 'contemporary' has also often meant: going mainstream. Is that a good thing?

Amy Grant, winner of six Grammy Awards and 22 Gospel Music Association Dove Awards, is considered the first Christian artist who crossed over into mainstream music. With her 1982 album "Age to Age" she had the first gospel title to sell 1 million copies. Today she has more than 30 million units sold. Grant was soon followed by Michael W. Smith. Both were named among People Magazine's '50 Most Beautiful People' in 1992 - a fact often mentioned by critics of their 'mainstream' attitudes. Now being named among the beautiful of this world doesn't mean you have become 'worldly'. Compare: Jesus was probably one of the smartest man of his time - that doesn't make him a 'rationalist'. However, that is not to say that there are no issues to face here. As long as we keep in mind that the first people responsible to face these issues are these artists themselves. Criticism from along the wayside is usually easier than being active for God.

One can probably speak of a 'new generation' of Christian musicians with the Newsboys. Significant detail: Peter Furler was the son of a Pentecostal teacher. When he started the band (1984) he had no intention of becoming a rock star. He wanted to preach. In fact, it was said about the earliest Christian music that they were rather preachers - the music was secondary, just a means to get the preaching somewhere. It now looked like we were getting back to that period. But with a difference of course: Christian music wasn't suddenly loosing quality because of this. It was going to get even better.

Still, most Christian artists did not talk very explicitly about God or Jesus. Was this some kind of decline of the 'Jesus People' spirit? Probably - although it should be clear that Christian life cannot be lived by simply 'copying' the style and behavior of a particular, successful time segment into the future forever. Christian life must be re-implemented by every generation, again and again. When flower power lost power, it was for some reason. The enthusiasm of the many Baby Boomers declined, the radical student found himself having settled as brave paterfamilias, the economic and American dreams proved less stable than predicted, the traces of World War II were not over yet (Belfast, growing nationalism, obstinate antisemitism and so on). People were again on the lookout for more love, for good family relations, for comfort in scary times. Christians too become more aware that they have in many respects the same needs - they don't live on another planet. To quote Jars Of Clay - another band who very successfully made the crossover to the mainstream: "Some of [our] songs more overtly deal with spiritual things, some don't. [They are] kind of looking at different levels of life from our perspective of who we are and our perspective of Christianity."

Christians may have moved away from the 'Jesus People' experience, but often only in so far that they realized that the answer to the hard questions of life cannot simply be 'Jesus' all the time - unless of course this name and what it really means is well understood by the listeners. When, to those listening, the name of 'Jesus' is nothing but an empty box, you could as well have kept your mouth shut or sing whatever 'worldly' song. The problem of the Christian 'cliches' was discovered. All too often, Christian speak such as 'Jesus is the way' means a way out of the hard questions. Christians discovered that they had to learn and to understand the hard questions. Moreover, Christians increasingly started to discover that these hard questions played in their own lives too. Going mainstream had also something to do with all of this. It was not merely about building up a career, it was (also) about building up a mission in this world - or at least kind of seeking ways to do so.

It has to be said clearly - for our 'conservative' brothers particularly - that Christian music does not stop being Christian when and because it is played in venues where alcohol is served, or when Christian videos are appearing on MTV. It is - or should be - common insight today that Christians should be active at all levels where you can possibly be functional as a Christian. Jesus was found among the prostitutes, the liars and the thieves. As Jeff Frankenstein (drummer of the Newsboys) put it: "The whole traditional image of rock as being the music of the bad boy is one thing, but after all, what could be more rebellious than being a Christian and looking at life the way Jesus did?"

Remaining Faithful

Many of the 'mainstreamers' have remained faithful to their Christian position. That is, of course, true for Amy Grant, Michael W. Smith and many others. Jars of Clay is a funny example in that the bands name summarizes the whole issue at stake here, as it refers to this great Bible verse: "But we have this treasure in jars of clay". This refers to the frailness of life (in our human body - made of 'clay') as well as it refers to the power of God notwithstanding the fragility of these jars. You can also think of it as these jars representing the fragility of Christian music when it enters the mainstream: Christians enter domains where they do not really belong to, they often go there 'in weakness' because most Christians are always aware that they cannot really behave like non-Christians. If we think of those bands who really take a stand for God, and we ask why they arrived there, it will probably be because they have been asked to be there - because of the quality of their artistic act. But at the same time they wanted to be there - because they have something to say.

Of course, some Christian bands hardly sing, they scream, they go mad, they do anything but 'say' something. And what about Christian bands singing Death Metal and all that kind of things? Is this the ultimate consequence of 'reaching out your hand to those in need', those who are lost? Many discussions have been going on about such topics. Of course such bands should ask themselves how much 'trash' a Christian can produce (to convince the audience that 'you know what you are talking about') without loosing Christian identity. One can certainly create a big rubbish dump to demonstrate the poorness of a life without God, but if you start to make a living upon your 'demonstrative' rubbish dump, don't be surprised when some people don't believe you anymore, taking you for a hypocrite. Christians have the 'right' to make mistakes, but we do not have the right to have our facts wrong. God and rubbish are by no means related. Yet, Jesus went through the 'rubbish'. Many people are still living in he rubbish. How do we get them out of it? There are several scenarios, obviously, and I cannot give you 'the right opinion' on this. Your heart should know if the kind of thing you are doing is right. And if someone doesn't feel good with certain types of music, well, don't listen to it. Or pray for those making this stuff (always a good idea).

In general, however, I think people like Larry Norman, Keith Green, Amy Grant and so on have given us a good example. They always had a Good Message to communicate. If a Christian artist is not clearly communicating something about the Good Message, there will be suspicion.

Rebecca St James

Rebecca St James came up in the nineties as a somewhat remarkable case - at least since her album God. On the one hand, this was clearly Rock music of a high quality, very energetic and beautiful. On the other hand this was like taking a distance from the mainstream scene: this music was all about God and Jesus, real spiritual life, prayer. RSJ was 'explicit' more than we were generally used to in Rock music. It also meant: a smaller imprint in the public domain, on the 'mainstream public'. It is not that Rebecca was 'shortsighted' at this point. When asked "Do you think it's impossible to be a Christian and a secular artist?", she replies: "I don't think it's impossible. P.O.D. have proven that. They are true to their message and are hugely popular. I love how they have been true to their cause." (interview in Cross Rhythms magazine, issue 72). But this was not going to be an aspect of her own mission.

Indeed, looking at Rebecca's career from more nearby, the first focus seems to have been on the Christian public: Rebecca has been singing a lot in churches, on Christian festivals etc. Praising God together with other Christians was (and is) a great joy to her. In reality, this was not praise music as a theory, or as a kind of 'occupational therapy' for Christians. This was so much 'from the heart' that hundreds, even thousands of people have already declared in one way or another that Rebecca influenced their way of being a Christian. It is no small thing that David Smallbone (Rebecca's father) did, when he decided to migrate to the U.S. with his household of seven children. He had a vision, and that vision was much related to waking up and encouraging Christians, for instance by means of Christian concerts. By waking up Christians, those who are strengthened can wake up others. Therefore, the work inside the Christian community is a very important thing, in fact it is a strategy. Rebecca's special focus in this domain is clear from several facts, for instance her relentless insistence on truly committing your life to God, committing to sexual purity, in fact purity before God in general. One could probably say that this is about showing Christians what praise (music) is really about. To praise God is a matter of the entire human being: spirit, soul, body, and being a community of God-praising people. The strong focus on prayer (particularly her first 2 albums - but also present on other albums) stems with this strong desire that Christians have their inner life screened before God, and be there where God wants them. Christians have to 'Be strong' (Stand, 2000) - but therefore, first of all, to 'Be still (and know you are God)' (Peace, 1998).

Of course, many concerts did not happen in churches but in public places. The public places where Christian artists like Rebecca appeared are in a sense mainstream places, because they are open to the common public who yesterday listened to a secular 'band X' and today to Rebecca St James. Times have changed since Larry Norman's first appearances too. Larry, who died just a while ago (in Februari 2008), was not welcome at churches at the time. But his targeted public was different too. As he once asked another artist: "if you can’t sing your songs on street corners, then why are you singing them at all?". Today, many churches are more engaged in activities that reach out to a wide public. It means that people who are not used to a Christian message, have also been hearing Rebecca's music and message, or other modern Christian artists. This opportunity may also have been facilitated by the fact that there has been a growing acceptance of 'spirituality' in general, since about the time when the Smallbones came over. Remember Alanis Morisette, who started practicing Yoga and headed for India for 6 weeks 1996/1997. Rebecca St James was soon compared to Morisette (vocals, style) and Rebecca certainly brought in a strong spiritual element too - but the origin of that element wasn't India, it was a very straightforward Christian message.

With hardly any song not mentioning Jesus, of course, the major target of the mission would be Christians - but also all those 'at the edges' of our post-Christian Western societies. It may probably sound like an exaggeration to suggest that a new kind of 'Jesus People' was being molded here - and yet, although not such a remarkable mass movement, there is something to it. Not Rebecca's titles or awards, not her number 1 spots on the U.S. charts are the strong indicators of the kind of impact she has, but the type of responses from so many of her supporters. It is so often about changed lives, finding new courage, making commitments to live a life with God.

That is not to say that Christian life was being reinvented here - as if Larry, Keith, Amy, or The Second Chapter of Acts, Rich Mullins, ... any of all the other Christian giants - didn't do the right thing. Rebecca was not particularly more radical or so. In 1986 Amy Grant was already saying: "We've talked about sex and 'let's party'; now let's talk about the eternal significance of the fact that we're here!". The observation that this world is going mad is not new. Yet, he RSJ mission was - once again - more of a 'mission' (style the Newsboys). It also had some specific missionary characteristics such as the strong insistence on sexual (including spiritual) purity, complete trust in God, doing something for the poor, particularly for children, for instance through Compassion International. This aspect was emphasized through the books Rebecca wrote - especially the book Wait For Me (about sexual purity, a new appreciation of marriage and so on), and the famous song of the same name. Besides that, Rebecca's 'romantic appearance' made it all the more remarkable.

This strong insistence on sexual purity, why is that? Some people have been poking fun about that, but the reality is that there is a plan behind this. Not necessarily a plan from Rebecca or her manager, but more like the kind of plan that human beings don't make themselves. This is something that fits within a more common world wide phenomenon these days, which happens at many different levels. It is not just that 'spiritual' revival, it is also that more people today really want this world to change, to become more human, and also escape and recover somehow from the less positive aspects of the sixties. Freedom is okay, but freedom without boundaries has made its victims - and we now see that everywhere. Many people today, even many 'secularists', do realize, not just that the amount of dirtiness surrounding us has grown to unbelievable heights, but also that this is not exactly what freedom is about. The irresponsibility that goes hand in hand with these developments is staggering, and irresponsibility does not fit well with real freedom - it limits it. While the world is still suffering of incredible diseases (hunger, poverty, natural disasters), the luxurious West wallows not just in wealth but in selfish behavior, materialism, and in immense impurity, often showing a manifest apathy with regard to the consequences of what we are doing. Our desires and lusts drive us to ourselves, away from where the real needs are, away from the voice of conscience that we would normally hear whenever the misery of 'fellow world citizens' reaches our eyes and ears.

Particularly young people, who often learned little from their parents or from their school teachers or friends, are driving away from responsibility as a human concept. They are being consumed by those voices that encourage our selfish desires continuously. What is needed in such a climate, particularly for young people, for teenagers? The best way to learn is by example. And that is one of those strong points that people have observed in Rebecca for over 17 years now. Whatever she represents, she has above all been a 'model' for many young Christians. With her 'act' (contrary to classical Rock music, Rebecca has no 'pose' - in that sense she is much like Amy Grant: simple, authentic), she really 'modeled' the spirits of young people (and occasionally older ones too of course). Her role function for the younger generation has probably been most significant, there can be little doubt about that. Bands like BarlowGirl have obviously be strongly inspired by so much authenticity and started to 'follow up' so to speak. It is a strange, but great, phenomenon that today there are many more bands started by young people who are very serious and explicit about Jesus, about faith. BarlowGirl, Switchfoot, Stellar Kart and so on some of the great examples.

There is hope for the future. There is always hope, we should say - but it is much easier to believe that when you see hope at work in young people.

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